This morning, as I am sitting in the quiet room at school trying to study I have learned a new word that happens to apply directly to my life.
I LOVE this definition. For the past two years or so, I have embarked on this journey to change my life for the better but have often stumbled and fallen off the path. But, this definition reminded me that metanoia is a journey. Journeys have missteps and mistakes but that doesn't mean the journey is abandoned...it just means you get your compass back out and get back on track.
I have been striving towards developing more compassion in my life but have found that it is difficult at times. Sometimes I am in a rush and I speed around the car in front of me blaming them for making me late instead of having patience. Many times when people ask me a question at work that I have answered countless of times I become frustrated (i.e. what's a short stack? what kind of eggs are runny in the middle but the whites are cooked?). There are so many times in my everyday life when I have the opportunity to show patience, compassion, and love towards other human beings but I mess it up. I often become discouraged and think that I am an awful person. But this morning, I was reminded that this crazy adventure called life and any changes we try to make to it is ultimately a journey. I am bound to stumble many more times but as long as I get back up and continue to try, there is still progress.
I hope this applies to someone else as well and this reminder helps you to realize that this life must be taken one step at a time. Sometimes those steps feel huge but in the end they are still just one step. Life can seem overwhelming when we look at the giant mountain we have to climb but when you look just to the next foothold it is totally doable.
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Friday, June 6, 2014
One Year
Today I took and passed my last final of Term 5 which marks the end of my first year of nursing school. That is totally bizarre! A year ago I was a completely different person. A year ago I didn't know all of the wonderful people I've met while in school. A year ago I didn't have the confidence in myself that I do today.
It truly is a massive achievement for me to say that I have one year under my belt and less than 2 1/2 to go. I have worked really hard to do well because in a way, I felt that this was my chance to do it right. In high school, I was highly unmotivated to do anything. I scraped by and just wanted to graduate. So, when I arrived at West Coast's door I knew it was my opportunity to start again. I had no prior GPA at this school or any sort of reputation. I had the wonderful chance to take this program and make it into something awesome.
And it really has been awesome. I have met AH-mazing people along the way that I can truly say will be lifelong friends. I've grown tremendously with these people and shared life with this people. It has been an awesome experience to get to know their stories and to have them invite me into their lives. Some of them are moving into different parts of the program now and although that makes me sad to say goodbye, I know that it is still only the beginning. As the title of my blog says...The Best is Yet to Come.
As I move into my second year at West Coast, I am SO excited to see what else I will experience, how I will grow, and who I will meet. But I am also excited to grow the relationships I have established already and to see where they take me in the future.
It truly is a massive achievement for me to say that I have one year under my belt and less than 2 1/2 to go. I have worked really hard to do well because in a way, I felt that this was my chance to do it right. In high school, I was highly unmotivated to do anything. I scraped by and just wanted to graduate. So, when I arrived at West Coast's door I knew it was my opportunity to start again. I had no prior GPA at this school or any sort of reputation. I had the wonderful chance to take this program and make it into something awesome.
And it really has been awesome. I have met AH-mazing people along the way that I can truly say will be lifelong friends. I've grown tremendously with these people and shared life with this people. It has been an awesome experience to get to know their stories and to have them invite me into their lives. Some of them are moving into different parts of the program now and although that makes me sad to say goodbye, I know that it is still only the beginning. As the title of my blog says...The Best is Yet to Come.
As I move into my second year at West Coast, I am SO excited to see what else I will experience, how I will grow, and who I will meet. But I am also excited to grow the relationships I have established already and to see where they take me in the future.
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